The day that I stop breathin is the day all my worries and my sad & fucked up dayz will fade away. I won't have 2 worry about ppl telling me wat 2 do. Judging me 4 who I was in the past and to wat I became of myself. I don't want the ppl that were truly there 4 me when I needed them not 2 shed a tear but 2 laugh & remember all the krazy shit we use 2 do while I was alive. I don't want see my jefitos suffer 4 there lost daughter. I don't wanna see my 3 brothers & my sister cry next 2 my coffin. They gotta be strong 4 there jefitos. Now that im gone is there turn 2 watch them & take care of. Ill be watchin 4rm the cielo & protect them 4rm up above. I've gone 2 a better place. Sumwhere where I don't have 2 worry about my problemz worries. And watch my back like I've had when I was in this world. Eventhough I lived the krazy life of a surena I thank god and my guardian angel that they were always there 2 protect me when things will go wrong. At least when im up in heaven ill be next 2 my grandma and all the homies I lost in the past. But yet again I don't wanna leave. I still wanna be alive I still wanna watch over my jefitos protect the people that I luv but yet again I wanna kill all those haterz that can't see me happy they just can't take the part that im happy and there not. I guess my time has come 2 leave this earth but I know I never harm anyone judge anyone. Yeah a fuck up I always was, but I had the ballz 2 admit what I did. Take the blame 4 the shit I commited. I’m just a surena hyna that once existed in this fucked up place that we called earth. Or How we suerenos call it livin the vida loka. Like a true sureno/a
.:esa ev!l.:
3.09.09